Dear R.

You've asked what I want.

All I could tell you was what I don't want. Until tonight -

What I want is something that I don't think you could give me. That hurts my heart now to think you incapable - but it's how it seems. What do I want? What do I want?

I want everything.

I want to be someone's everything. I want to be the center of someone's world - no, universe. I want someone to jump in when they're close to me because they know that's where I'll be. I want someone who won't hesitate to hold me when I'm sad - and to laugh with me, or even at me, when I'm silly or funny. I want to be loved.

More than anyone has ever loved anyone in the history of the world has been loved.

I want someone who will feel it physically when I'm not near - my other half. And when we're together, I want to be so wrapped up in eachother that we'll not notice other people - or that we're like magnets. Moving separately, but always knowing where the other one is...

I want someone to hug me. And wipe away my tears, telling me everything will be okay. I want to be happy. I want to be loved.

I want. I want. I want.

I need. I need. I need.

I need someone to come and hold me now - I'm so heart-broken. I've done it again. All me. I get so wrapped up.

I need someone to love me.


Love, K.